Coping

Challenges are not always bad. 

One has to take a moment to analyze 

the circumstances of the trial. 

Life has a unique way of teaching us. 

Obstacles provide experiences. 

Storms show expertise

But what you take away is completely your choice. 

Learn from the things you don't enjoy. 

Look to the very thing that is causing your challenge & rethink your next steps. 

Something to think about

Revamp

I'm feeling like... Should I really trust in something that doesn't trust fully in me. I was a little taken by a question from my siblings. "how come bro didn't call & tell me happy birthday" I didn't have a politically correct answer. I only shrugged & walked away! 

When you love, you love whole! You love everyone who comes with the territory! I understand that. So not for me but for he. I acknowledge all those who you love dearly!but in return I'm only to be challenged. It's not for self pride, but for me. To acknowledge them is to acknowledge me. If you can't see them, then you have long looked beyond me. 😔 I feared the truth but over the course of time. It's stands to never lie or change. 

Storm in paradise

In the heat of his light

Day 5: guilty pleasures 

The everlasting taste of a kiss 

That sits lingering on your lips 

From the one who ignites your inner flame

Whispers of love dangle from your tips 

As your fingers braise across the shoulder blades of the flesh of their outer frame 

Drips from the moisture of passion 

Drops down the cavity of your mouth from the mere taste of the goodness of their love. Mmmmm...mmmmmhh 

Vibrations that spring up the center spine from the tune in the tone of their voice causing a sensation of tingle from the pelvic into the sole of the heel.

Sharpness of the heart as it skips a beat from a gaze that burns through the pupils from a night of intimacy among two loves The sight seems only in a dream. 

The aroma that fills the nasal walls, bringing sensual life to the scent of romance as bare nakedness warms the room. 

How might I go on..... 

Surrender your heart

Opening Quote: surrendering a damaged heart is releasing a underdeveloped soul. 

Day 4: 

The passing of the time when love was once a priority in my life, has caused me to be numb to the idea of reintroducing it. I'm very aware of my ability to love someone, but being unsure of their ability or better yet their willingness to love back , has me fearful. 

Love can be such a beautiful emotion/action & mentality. Timely & hard  work, but still beautiful. 

I wish I had strength to seek that beautiful experience again. I have the desire but what's the desire good for if you don't have the motivation? 

Most of the time your working through trying to be a reason to love. Trust issues or past experiences have me defeated before you even have the chance to start.

Insecurities over shadow the essences of the art of love.. This is something that I try to avoid in my own journey. 

Thinking rationally

Opening thought: 

Isolate your own thoughts to create not your own understanding 

Day 3: arrangement of words

Elevate to the highest peak

As you slowly slip from reality 

How does it feel? 

Temptation of exhaustion 

Causes irrational levitation of the space 

When have you had enough?

Below the surface of anticipation

Where lies the calm element of trust 

What might you add?  

Explore the pleasures that are devoted to the pain. 

Hurt no more, the elevation of your thoughts will ease your soul 

Explain your sense of joy? 

It is to ones own understanding,

Of behavioral norms 

It's just your phycological storm 

Anticipation of confirmation

Opening phrase: 

Studying the art of souls, seems to take on a artistic flow of emotions. 

Day two: journey of self 

It's becoming a art in itself, to form my own opinion of who I'm becoming. How is it that after 28 years of life, I'm struggling to be fully comfortable in my own skin. I analyze myself by every vessel. Shouldn't I be the fundamental and key advocate for my self being? Where lies the comfort level between knowing who you are & being acceptance of the truth of that knowledge? I find myself asking more questions than providing answers. I have allowed myself to be defined before and taken fear to that judgement. So does that make me a hypocrite? 

I so often sit amazed at the confidence of  others and pride myself on not doing so in a jealous eye. So how can I give so carelessly to others without hesitation but so selfishly to myself. 

I hide behind gifts and giving. But I so often soak in guilt of lack of recognition for myself. I'm not confused, just looking for comfort. How do you teach yourself to be comfortable in your own skin. If my journey reveals nothing more, the one thing I will accept is acceptance of myself. It just isn't fair to leave life uncomfortably. 

Official start to a spiritual journey

Over the course of the next 30 days, I shall use my words to heal/renew/rejuvenate/restore/re-energize all aspects of my being. I will reframe from limitations and reservation. My personal challenge, is to reconnect with my inner talent and passion of writing. I would like to slowly evolve myself back to quality writing. As I challenge myself over the course of these next 30 days, I will allow many to experience this journey. I will attempt to strip to the core and unveil the very things that maybe uneasy to see. I pray I keep my purity of what is the truth but to remain tasteful. I ask those who care to follow this challenge, not to be quick to judge but to try and relate to the content of the material. 

Day one has already begun... I just hope the challenge doesn't consume or hinder my ability to stay true to my passion.