Under going

Emotional awareness o

The truth of the dream

Woke up from my dream & realized the thoughts I have posed within this cloudy depiction of a reality was truly my living nightmare.

Didn't know until I.....

Simple but true..

Living in a fantasy, gives you expectations not hope. I gives you false illusions instead of realistic goals.

Having faith is different than a fantasy!
Faith gives you power. Faith gives you the confirmation that you can do all things.

Stand on faith not on fantasy.

Living a poor life with a rich tongue

Startled by hope, depressed by happiness seems to shadow my faith. I step out of joy into a river of sorrow to hide the tears from the fear of despair. Speaking only to those who battle again me, running from those who care. I have no face. I see only the darkest field of the summer days! I feel no pain, only the touch of the blades of success. I hear only the mutes. Tell me again! I retain no visibility.

Journey of many ways

I may have had just another off day! But it seemed a little different today. I showed my more faceless acts of emotion today. Taking the thoughts, thinking them out & moving on! Turned out that once I really let go of the ill feelings. It was righltbefore me, that I smiled.

The rain & the missing love

Cracked the window before the lids of the eyes close. Hearing the sounds of refreshing water which might wash the pain to ease. The fear of the thunder barely escapes being less than the fear of the pain never going away. So lay lay... Rest the cells among the pillow seams... Let the ear drum allow the sound of rain refreshen and ease the worried loveless soul....

Good night world

I bruise easily

Natasha bedingfield "I bruise easily" has been added to the soundtrack of my life. If you had 16tracks to sum up Your life in a soundtrack for the world to listen to, what would they be?
Mine:

1. Alicia keys- diary
2. Jasmine Sullivan- lions, tigers & bears
3. Wale- illest bitch
4. Aaliyah- I miss you
5. Lyfe- Must be nice
6. Natasha bedingfield- I bruise easily
7. Micheal Jackson- if heaven
8. Maxwell- fist full of tears
9. Incognito- shade of blue
10. Kelly sweets- ready for love
11. Marsha ambrosius- chasing clouds
12. Mariah Carey- angel
13. Mary J Blidge- Mr wrong
14. Jay Z- song Cry
14. Kelly Rowland- still in love with my ex
15.lifehouse- you and me
16 rascal flats- what hurts the most

Only 16. :( I need more
Play time. I have so so so many more