10-22-12

Struggle to change

Why doesn't being loved come easy for me...

My own work

Although this pic is generating online. Im the author & creator :)

New title

Slowly

I have slowly come to grips with reality...

I'm slowly inching to acceptance

I have yet to rapidly agree with the chance

Who cares whats lost but only what's gained will matter...

So I'm slow to achieve, just reflecting on what came so easy.

Slowly moving with speed

I have stayed away!!

I have vanished because the love I once held or knew has gone. Drifted from the sea of forever. I hurt/ I pain/ I shall never be the same

I hate myself

I was asked to be strong... & I failed! Nothing last for ever
As the tears burn the back of my lids.
The memories pour through the vessels of my heart.
How could I forget you?
I can't
I pain through the fear of living without you! Shelters my soul from the agony of what emptiness feels like.