What I thought would be a perfect journey has hit a dead end. The reality is, I encountered another failed attempt at what I so patiently yet anticipated.
Monday, March 31, 2014
As the dust settles
The period of total shock, embarrassment & disappointment is starting to slowly fade, which leaves room for reality to enter.
Friday, March 28, 2014
**investments** my 1:45am thoughts
Love is one of the biggest investments & challenges one can have in their life time (in my opinion) most of us spend a large portion of our lives trying to figure it out. It's a journey as a single individual who is truly interested in falling/being & staying in love. I have been told monetary items are, but I disagree. When you have desire to love, there are so many risk factors to dating & trusting that you are picking the right one & if not, there's the results of disappointment, heart break which can really hurt you emotionally, physically & breaks you spiritually. Every time you decide to re-enter the race after a unsuccessful attempt, it seems your value begins to decrease. Love is a great investment that isn't guaranteed to pay off. Especially in a generation where the value has depreciated down to the bare minimum. So what does that do to the hopefuls?
Tricks
Mentally your questioning
Physically your tired
Emotionally your broken
Spiritually your hopefully
Verbally your fine
Realistically you made it thru the worst of times
Never doubt your life ❤️
Tuesday, March 25, 2014
Feet returning to the ground. But can I sleep please. I just want to sleep
For one.. It's the sigh of relief while moving on. For the other, it's the tightening of the lungs to force another breath trying to understand.
I hope it's okay to cry over disappointment. I remained hopeful as I prayed. Maybe I didn't pray hard enough.
Crying out to GOD just to be able to sleep thru the night, but thoughts and dismay cloud the room.
Pretending it's okay, won't make the disappointment go away.
No more please LORD, I pray! Please NO MORE. It kinda hurts.
Monday, March 24, 2014
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