~when yout thoughts arent enough~~

When wishing you had the world is just not enough to make you believe you have the world. When asking for something more out of life is not giving you more. If only i had the special person to share my hopes dreams and wishes with, then just maybe then i could feel like im getting somewhere. When will it happen for me. I dont wanna look anywhere for the things im missing. But when the world around you is enjoying the benefits and your still not...whats left to do??