I have stayed away!!

I have vanished because the love I once held or knew has gone. Drifted from the sea of forever. I hurt/ I pain/ I shall never be the same

I hate myself

I was asked to be strong... & I failed! Nothing last for ever
As the tears burn the back of my lids.
The memories pour through the vessels of my heart.
How could I forget you?
I can't
I pain through the fear of living without you! Shelters my soul from the agony of what emptiness feels like.