Monday, October 29, 2012

Just want I needed

Just what was meant for me to hear in my current head space...

I'm so confused right now! As much as I'm in love with him, Something is telling my heart. The time has come to let it go.
I don't hear/feel/or see his into presence anymore. I have to woman up and except those things I have no control over. GOD I wish I had known how much physical hurt & pain I'm feeling right now! My heart is so weak. I'm so broken! How do I rebuild? Please! Someone? Anything? You can offer will truly help me to figure this out.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wkrOc_W4jdk&feature=youtube_gdata_player

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

My thoughts only

Attention: there is a epidemic of half-ass parenting on the rise...
The other day i cried on the thought that I maybe soon faced with the option of me having children being taken away. But maybe the blessing in that, is why bring in the world a child whom I know will receive unconditional love, care & nurture. When I Could possibly take a less fortunate child and give them a real chance....

It's sad I have to write such a negative post, but it seems there is a really bad rise of parents either NOT doing their jobs or half-assing it. And the blame is not fully on men, because it seems it's more "mothers" playing the deadbeat role lately. Smh when you are paying more money into your hair, make-up, outfits, shoes etc then your child's appearance. Your A deadbeat. If helping your girlfriend with her relationship problems is more important than helping that child with hw. There is a problem. Spending more time away from your children than you do your Facebook app, the club, or kicking it. There is a problem. HELLO, where is your child? Cussing your children out before you will even speak-up to a another adult. There is a problem. Why take all your foolish mistakes out on that baby. Smh When engaging in "me time" exceeds "mommy & child" time. There is a problem.
There should really be a conception function that must be implanted in a person before having the ability to birth a child. It PISSES ME OFF. When two selfish, thoughtless individuals have a child/children and refuse to take THE FULL RESPONSIBILITY OF PARENTING

Now normally I don't write such aggressive post targeting a specific group of people. But this is something I really don't care who disagrees with, wrong is wrong NO EXCUSE. Anything less than facing reality and realizing you are wrong. IS A EXCUSE in my eyes. Point blank period #get yo life.

Monday, October 22, 2012

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Struggle to change

Why doesn't being loved come easy for me...

Thursday, October 18, 2012

My own work

Although this pic is generating online. Im the author & creator :)

Tuesday, October 9, 2012