I must say.....
Your smile is contagious
Your laugh is symphony to the lobes
I must say.....
Your lies are believable
Your deceit is convincing
I must confess.....
You never listen when its my turn to talk
You only love the sound of your own voice
I must confess.....
I hate your confidence
I curse your fearless stance
Thursday, September 20, 2018
Saturday, June 2, 2018
I cried today!
Why you ask? Because i thought of you!
I had regrets today!
For what you ask? Because I believed everything you said was true!
I reminisced today!
Of what you ask? Of the times i would get lost in your every word. You gave me a sense of belonging a sense of worth. But then you took it all away!
I wished upon a star today!
What did you wish for you ask? Even though i respect the decision you made, even when it caused me pain. I still wish nothing but the best for and nothing less for you! Because unlike you i truly cared!
I had a dream today!
About what you ask? I dreamt about what life would be like, if i were her and she wasn’t me because my soul wouldn’t want anyone to experience the amount of disappointment i felt, yet I wonder how she feels know your hers and she gained you. I dreamt of you!
I struggled today!
What did you struggle about you ask? I struggle with the acceptance of the truth. The heart is a game to win & unless you are victorious, you struggle. I struggle!
Im closing the door!
What door are you closing you ask? The door that flood my mind woth consistant reminders that i failed. I wasn't victorious. Now what!
Im done!
Why you ask? Because i thought of you!
I had regrets today!
For what you ask? Because I believed everything you said was true!
I reminisced today!
Of what you ask? Of the times i would get lost in your every word. You gave me a sense of belonging a sense of worth. But then you took it all away!
I wished upon a star today!
What did you wish for you ask? Even though i respect the decision you made, even when it caused me pain. I still wish nothing but the best for and nothing less for you! Because unlike you i truly cared!
I had a dream today!
About what you ask? I dreamt about what life would be like, if i were her and she wasn’t me because my soul wouldn’t want anyone to experience the amount of disappointment i felt, yet I wonder how she feels know your hers and she gained you. I dreamt of you!
I struggled today!
What did you struggle about you ask? I struggle with the acceptance of the truth. The heart is a game to win & unless you are victorious, you struggle. I struggle!
Im closing the door!
What door are you closing you ask? The door that flood my mind woth consistant reminders that i failed. I wasn't victorious. Now what!
Im done!
Thanks
Thanks for the positive reinforcement. Thanks for the foreign personality
Thanks for the decreasing doubt
Thanks for the honesty
Thanks for the drying of tears
Thanks for the restatement of sleep
Thanks for the recent truth
Thanks for the protective soul
Thanks for the dignity
Thanks for the resentment
Thanks for the attention
Thanks for the fear
Thanks for the attempt
Thanks for the reassurance
Thanks for the reconstruction
Thanks for the lessons on life
Thanks for the lack of a final goodbye
Thanks for being thankful for joy!
Thanks for the decreasing doubt
Thanks for the honesty
Thanks for the drying of tears
Thanks for the restatement of sleep
Thanks for the recent truth
Thanks for the protective soul
Thanks for the dignity
Thanks for the resentment
Thanks for the attention
Thanks for the fear
Thanks for the attempt
Thanks for the reassurance
Thanks for the reconstruction
Thanks for the lessons on life
Thanks for the lack of a final goodbye
Thanks for being thankful for joy!
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