This time this year

Well I was hoping to get my very first valentine this year! But it seems that will not happen again this year! 😔 But actually!!oh well!! Im sure that opportunity will come around, when some will come.. Ask me and actually deliver. That's something I have actually looked forward to my entire life! Never happened. To find someone who is actually intune to you and your likes. Is very rare. For instant. When it comes to get me a gift. I don't really care how much you spend, just that you gave a lot of thought behind it. Like for me, if someone were to give me a poetry book or journal. It shows thoughtfulness and meaning behind it, because you know I'm a poet. Or something that you know has my heart. Don't just go randomly pick an item up, throw it in a bag and say "here" or give me some random thing you find. Trust me, when a gift don't make sense, it's obvious.. Trust me!! I know lol

Time soared away, as pain drifted

I almost forgot the that pain i was feeling. Feeling as if my world had shattered before me. Hope failed me once again. I almost forgot

I slightly remember the way I cried when our love faded away! I slightly remember

Now I see, what was love once. Is love no more. And a friendship I endorsed to embrace in its presences has dimmed. I don't think we can accommodate the era of our ways.

We fight/ we fight/ we fight... Nothing is peaceful anymore.

The day I feared.. The day I blindly avoided. The day is here! I love thee faint and weak!