Crying for a shoulder

Today was such a emotional one. Exactly one year ago. I lost a friend of mine to a heartless crime. I pray for her peace above. Lord has shown me, that time heals but to get to that place it takes faith and patiences. I lay at night & cry alone. Life is so so so short, who really has time for waiting for someone else? We don't? Sometimes life will show you that its time for us to pony up and play the part. Gather your strength, your faith & pride. Depend on yourself cause pain is ONLY felt by the one who is hurt. And no matter how hard we want to take that from another, truth is WE CANT.
So if you love, love hard or don't love at all. Point blank!!!